Insomina at its best

Not sure if things are weighing on my mind or if its Nick's coughing, but I can't fall back to sleep. My mother in law tells me if things are on your mind, it is a message from God. So maybe all this work with the autism waiver is really what he has planned for us. Maybe he is laying the burden on me because he knows I will follow through - even if it means giving up sleep.

I have a great friend at work. Her kids are in high school. Today she took my kids home with her so I could spend some time with Nick. I had met with the specialist for Will today and wanted to decompress some of the conversation. Well Nick got tied up with work and I kept calling to say we haven't left, we haven't sat down, we haven't eaten ... and she kept telling me not to worry. We walked in the door at like 11. Then I thank God for people like her in my life. Someone that understands my kids and just takes them on a whim. Not many people like that in the world. I sure hope she is blessed one day in heaven!

Tomorrow ... couple's shower for my brother and sister in law. Hope I don't fall asleep while making the food!

Also hope I could fall back asleep at some point!