Do you ever feel like the worst mom ever?

Yesterday I hit my all time low.

I have been really busy over the last week. We had lots of appointments, meetings, and I worked on curriculum on Saturday morning - after being in Oshkosh for the two days before.

When I got home, Reagan was laying in Nick's arms. Not that Reagan isn't loving and all, but it wasn't his style. Nick said he had been quiet and laid around all day.

Long story short, he was running a fever, so I took him. He has an ear infection that is so bad, the doctor said it is very likely he will end up with a ruptured ear drum.

Nice huh? I know I couldn't have prevented it per se, but I feel like the worst parent ever. Everything and anything has come before the kids lately and that definitely has to change

So far no ruptured ear drum so maybe God has given me a pass!